They Call Me Sketch

Hiding behind the conforms of society

Only if they really knew

fresh scars

I walked into your house not expecting to recognize the familiar scent. The second the door opened, I was greeted by your dog….the same dog that I saw everyday this summer. The thought of you makes me want to cringe with fear, sadness, happiness, and disgust. I cant believe what you put me through. I never got the closure I needed. You never said Im sorry or heres whats happening. You are an animal. I dont care what the others say about you. You take peoples heart and crush them without thinking twice. Im glad your family hates you because they should….we all should. We called, and wrote to you and still got no response. You are an animal.

Do you think she makes you happy? Her privileged discontent. I want you to know how I feel. One day I want you to beg for forgiveness and have you bow at my feet. Tell me you dont love me or that you ever did. I have fresh wounds that want to heal, but until you look me in the eyes and talk, they will stay here.

Sometimes I wonder

tearslikeknives:

If things will ever be different.

Then I wonder, if I really want anything to change. 

Not to say that I enjoy being depressed.

Its just… so familiar, you know?

Smart girls are the overthinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust fewer people. Their insecurity proves their respect toward themselves. Of course they try to live away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know their worth. Now those are the ones worth keeping by your side.

—Unknown (via lifeslittledejavus)

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